The only thing to know about this one is that the first verse is supposed to be a prayer to God and the second verse to Satan. The first one asks “Mother Love” (God) for help in coming back and being fully alive again. The second one is like “Well if God won’t help maybe Satan will” and so it’s asking “Father Sin” if he can fix it. At the end of the second verse it’s like “If I can’t live how I remember, send me forth towards light and soft eternity” which is basically just “If this can’t be fixed I’d rather just say goodbye forever.”